well, i really don’t what to do because im so confused, i dont know what should i do first, may God help me how to handle a better decisions. I dont want to hurt anyone but what i am doing now is hurting my self alone. I dont really understand why life is so unfair Somebody should help me what to do. I  still dont know where to start my life with some one else.Maybe i will give chances to everyone needs my affection. hahaii…life…